I don't understand racism or sexism at all.

      How is being born a certain color change anything? The only reason why it does is because we let it. You can say it's because of how black people act, but I know for a fact some white people act the way you're describing. Also I know there's a lot of black people that don't act that way. And when they don't act that way you say that they're trying to be white. What does that even mean? Black and white doesn't define how you act, that's how you were raised and where you were brought up. Sounds weird but if I dyed my skin brown, it wouldn't suddenly make me go 'sup dawg' or whatever lol. If you don't like the pants below the ass or people saying the 'N' word all the time, that's one thing. But, don't group all black people together. Or any race for that matter.
      Yes, I say black people and not African American. You know why? Because, I met a man that I called African American and he said "I'm black, but I'm not African American. I'm basin." He understood why I said that because I didn't know. But, just because he's black doesn't mean he's African American So, when someone says to me "Don't say black people! Say African American." I tell them what I just told you and they shut up.
      I also don't understand why you should treat someone different because they have a vagina or a penis. Yes, I do understand there is some biological differences. But, I mean when it comes to rights, payment, or the way we treat eachother. I'm not a feminist for a reason. They are very one sided. They want to be treated like a man only when it benefits them. But, when it comes to something that benefitted them before they wanted to be equal, they bitch about when they don't get it. Like a man paying for dinner. He shouldn't have to pay everytime because he's the man. If he wants to then that's cool, but he doesn't have to.
      Another thing I want to mention is the hitting. I don't believe in violence. It doesn't solve anything at all. But, if a man punches me in the face, I'm going to punch him back. Also if I punched him in the face, I deserved to be punched back. There's many situations where the girl starts a fight and the guy finishes it but he's the only one that gets arrested. You want to be treated equal, then treat men equal to you to.
      I understand Woman and Other races have been hurt in their rights in American (plus other countries) for a very long time. But, it didn't make sense in the past so why the fuck are we still acting that way?

Pounds of Self Esteem

 Self esteem is not a dress size, nor is it believing that every part of your body is just the way you want it. As a girl, I know about those days where I just want to walk around in a giant paper bag to hide everything. But the fact is, we all have different body shapes. If we want to change them abit then that's fine. In the mean time love what you have.

 I have always had giant upper legs. One of them is about 3 times bigger than my head. But, guess what? I love them! They make my feel like a chick.

 I got an interesting shape as you can see lol :p. Yeah, I would like to slim my belly down, but no rush. For now, I like the belly!

 As you can tell by my legs, I used to cut myself. I won't get into that but I will note, I didn't do it because of my self esteem. It was about 5 years ago and I will never do such a thing again.

Dat ass.

This entry is a little ballsy

      I don't understand the shaving thing these days. I'm not shaving everything. I'm a woman, not a baby. And why are guys shaving their balls all the sudden? I don't care what your balls look like. I'm not going to be like "He was horrible in bed. But, his balls were beautiful!" Seriously, I don't want a high maintenance man thinking shaving their bag o fun makes them better looking. No, a guy not caring about their ball hair is better. Weirdos.

My first rant was about genital pubes. Your welcome.