Love and Boredom

      I'm drinking nothing but water now. Cause the only things we got in this damn house has 1500 pounds of sugar in them. Tap water. Yummy. Tastes funny at night. One of my bestfriends is mad at me right now. I told her I was sorry, but let's hope that she remembers I'm also a fan of the person and sometimes I get alittle fangirly. My bad!
      Let's see, what else. I haven't written any poetry lately. I guess cause I just been busy. Hey, I've written like 20 poems this year so far, so that's always good. Here the last one I wrote:

Til We Die-

Cut into my wrists
Play right into my being
Take out all the ugly parts
Know that they're the same
as the ones inside of you
Cause we're alot alike
Except for all those feelings
that I had for you that night
But, playing alittle doctor
all up in my arms
will stop these alarms
and throw out all your charms
So, now you're just this sexy thing
A being the same as I
We can walk together now
No feelings til we die

      Eh, it's okay. I have been written very good ones lately though. But, normally it's when I have more motivation. I have to be moved in some sort of way. Which is cool that lately for some reason it's in a love way. I do love someone, but we aren't gonna talk about that. My old muse used to be anger and depression from my childhood, but I got over that so I have to move on from it in my writing or I'll be beating a dead horse. Well, I guess that's all for now. My Sister and the kids are coming over so atleast I'll be alittle less bored today.